aw man
i went to the doctor today to get checked and they asked me if i wanna get a swine flu shot because im more likely to get it since i have a chronic illness (asthma) so i did.. and since i have asthma i had to take the shot not the nasal spray one..and it still hurts. it could be cos loc accidently hit it a few times and harley did too..but ugh.
oh and on friday i might get blood taken to check my cholesterol, thyroid, sugar, hair loss etc so ill have to fast for 8 hrs O_O
Name: ashley
Tumblr Name: littleashhley
Nicknames: littleeee ashleeey, ash, smash
Birthday: 6/10
Age: 20
Location: salinas, ca
Current school/job: hartnell,doing my generals/getting my aa in art before transferring to sjsu or academy of art or ?? not entirely sure ha
Sexual orientation: straight
Status: taken
Random fact about yourself: lover of shoes, family guy, and fucked up jokes. im also very empathetic and emotional. ha
Hobbies/Interests: sj sharks, photography, shoes, ceramics, hot day bbqs and beer, good music, good films, disneyland, hk, yummy food, adventures, infinite moments, lots of laughter, the bf, the homies, the amazing family.
Do you smoke/drink: smoke weed when very drunk to be crossfaded/ not often anymore.. say no to tequila!
Favorite Tumblr blogs?: uhh??
Why Tumblr? not sure.. a lot of inspiration around here
Hello Kitty 35th Anniversary Bow Bag
Submitted by fashionablesyd
so close to buying this the other day! should i do it?! ahh
We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, but to create something that will.
— Chuck Palahniuk (via piarincess)
(via warrenaguilar) (via mindpowermikko) (via gorilladre) (via randf)
something to think about, fareal. we got played.
such a bummer
The Knife - Heartbeats
That opening groove is the best. Bar none.
havent heard this in awhile either
(whysosiriusblack:m3licakes:lillyyellow:ifwewerefeckless:heartbrokenunderground:nextuesday:(via smusical)
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ive realized today how much ive changed.. how boring i am now. i used to go out and chill and see people, do nothing, have adventures, go on missions, drink all the time.. now i go to school, go home, knit, sleep. it kinda bugs me im not down anymore, but im okay with it too.. ive changed, things change.. everything is always in constant motion, ‘nothing gold can stay’ i think ive refined my taste in things so i wont go out just to go out, i only do if i dont have prior engagements or it really interests me.in a sense, i feel like im growing up. ha
at this time in my life, i never thought id be in the position i am..but life is never what you expect it to be, i guess.I guess that’s why they call growing up. I’m turning 22 in May. I really feel old now. I don’t go out like most people though that just turned 21, I think it’s because when I was 17-19 all I did was kickbacks every day. drinking with the older kids and kids my age. Everyday was a new adventure, with new people. Every day was a new funny story, new pictures, new bad things to get into. New places to discover.
Now I’m all about work & school and hanging with the same people. I’m about stability. I’m not about the bars, I’m not about every day kickbacks. I’ve got priorities. I’ve got to get a move on with my life, I’ve got to find the next big adventure in my life. I think it feels so weird, because 20’s are such an in between stage of life. & some people seem too much in a hurry to get older, or maybe are confused what the next stage in life is… so many kids I grew up with are getting married and having kids already… and I’m like “what. you just turned 21 not so long ago!” 20’s feels like…. time to get an apartment, have some more adventures, time to find a real job, time to be a little bit more independent and live life before you settle down for life.
&every one is so surprised that Julian hasn’t popped the question because we’ve been together for 2 years. I’m sorry, kids. I’m not ready for that question. Maybe not till I have a more stable life, maybe when we are actually making real money, maybe when I’m a little older and mature. I don’t take love for granted, if I’m getting married, I’m investing 100%. Sure, I love Julian, and I would ONE DAY marry him, but I’m not ready to rush into that.
Anyways, sorry Ashley! I kind of rambled, but I understand exactly where you are at in life. It’s all a part of getting a little older.
I completely agree with you, i went through the ‘crazy’ stage of my life as well so now that everyone is in it..im over it.
haha its ok! i totally know what you mean (:
