Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened every day and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.

Kalyn RoseAnne, (x)

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i know i say every semester is the most intense semester but THIS. ha

all my classes are tue/thu so i always have work due those days, but i take a class at city college mon/wed. 

when im doing one thing im thinking about something else i need to be doing or trying to remember things ive already done/need to go over.

is this what stressed out is? i think it is.

expectations are for the weak.. and I am weak.

best weekend ever!

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my track record is never nice, but I’m trying something new.

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#fuckboi  #lowkey  

as i listen to mariah carey, singing along.. writing about the grapes of wrath.

ugh, if someone could just have some hella hood dance party with me and end it with mariah. thatd be great. haha

ive been working on this mix of all my fav 90s r&b and haha its getting long. i think i need to finally just get the songs and put em on some blanks.. send em to my cool friends who will actually enjoy it.

i wanna be down by brandy is def on it.

it’s official, I’ve known you for a year. hiero day kind of holds that significance for me.. it reminds me of you.

I avoid you so hard now, it’s the only way to get over what happened and our barely there, hanging by a thread friendship we kinda got still.