i had a paper and a test due yesterday, a paper due today, a quiz and the start of my final overview tomorrow, an outline and a paper due thursday, and a rough draft due friday. I HATE THIS WEEK

then next week i have a paper due tuesday, a test wednesday, a final on thursday, and 2 final papers due friday. I HATE NEXT WEEK TOO

and fanime is in a few weeks too! then comeback kid and nfg and mayer hawthorne and mine and locs birthday!

needless to say, i am stressed out.

in my latin religion class someone asked what a panocha was. sort of hilarious right

my prof is sort of boring, but sometimes he says something super meaningful and pretty. the other day he talked about the connection two beings in love can have—to be bonded by a person mind body and soul is something so powerful it is unexplainable. it made me happy to hear him say something along those lines.

my final for art fundamentals is a headpiece that can stand as a sculpture..i decided to do mine on knitted wire in varying colors in different shapes..so ive been knitting a lot lately and it makes me rethink why/what im going to school for. like should i have just gone for textiles?

i love the idea of of things being woven, making a strong bond to hold it together.. and that one fuck up can cause the whole thing to fall apart and unravel.

i dont knowwwww. life is so hard.

i also watched a documentary on berma and i felt like such a shitty person bc here i am all like wah wah school and life when these little kids are being sold bc their parents cant feed them and their like oh i wanna go to school but its 5 dollars, too much. UGH.

ive wanted nothing more than to see friends lately. i just wanna see everyone and hangout withe everyone. i didnt go out for a long time.. so when i see people i get really excited. 

i miss doing dumb stuff, getting crazy, going on adventures, waking up the next day totally fucked up. 

things were so much easier then.

last night we saw allen stone and yuna, it was amazing. the giants won, theyre going to the world series. 

i have been having the most amazing days lately..there is no other word to explain things except for ‘amazing’

i am quite happy with how social ive been lately, music makes me super happy again. i like going to shows again, i kind of forgot how amazing music is and the crazy feelings it gives you.